a mix of flames with a skull and a thorny rose. yea man \m/
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Once Upon A Time A Canadian Boy Started A Youtube a Account... With No Idea What The Future Held For Him. Do you like him?
if its Justin Bieber you're talking about then, yes, i did but now i don't
Do you ever feel like everything in your life is so great it scares you because you think something will happen to ruin it?
well, everything doesn't always go perfectly
If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?
a mix of a sword, flames, a rose and snake on my back
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Walk in the moonlight...
After the PKBM dinner, we all hung around the area just to relax a little. Most of went to a cyber cafe called Cozee but Arine, Harrison and I just walked around the place. Y'know, just to get some of that cold night air. It's really a first time out in the night for me and Arine. It's actually really fun just walking in the night. After half a round of the entire place we stopped in front of the Green Gallery which was closed. Arine's ride was already there and she went home. Me? I decided to walk.
A real good excuse to have a bonus time with my Baby Harrison. We walked and walked and walked until we arrived at this one area where his ex, who happens to be Jo, lived. I thought we'd walk through there but he didn't want to. I asked what the problem was and he cried when he wanted to mention her. When I pushed him further to tell me his problem I didn't realize I was sending him on an emotional turmoil. He kept crying so hard I felt the pain he felt.
We continued to walk. I kept quiet the whole time. He asked what was wrong but I told him he'd feel more upset if I said what I wanted to say. So when we were at a little, lit park we sat on a bench and started to talk. We talked heart-to-heart but he made funny faces which to me means that he's hiding something. I told him I didn't like that 'cos when we were just to have one of those intimate moments he always ruins it. I hate that! I want him to be serious about his feelings and not fooling around just because he doesn't wanna see me sad. FYI, I'm sad when you're not serious about it. So we talked it over and went home. My night didn't end the way I wanted it to. I'm still a little disappointed about and there is no upside to it.
A real good excuse to have a bonus time with my Baby Harrison. We walked and walked and walked until we arrived at this one area where his ex, who happens to be Jo, lived. I thought we'd walk through there but he didn't want to. I asked what the problem was and he cried when he wanted to mention her. When I pushed him further to tell me his problem I didn't realize I was sending him on an emotional turmoil. He kept crying so hard I felt the pain he felt.
We continued to walk. I kept quiet the whole time. He asked what was wrong but I told him he'd feel more upset if I said what I wanted to say. So when we were at a little, lit park we sat on a bench and started to talk. We talked heart-to-heart but he made funny faces which to me means that he's hiding something. I told him I didn't like that 'cos when we were just to have one of those intimate moments he always ruins it. I hate that! I want him to be serious about his feelings and not fooling around just because he doesn't wanna see me sad. FYI, I'm sad when you're not serious about it. So we talked it over and went home. My night didn't end the way I wanted it to. I'm still a little disappointed about and there is no upside to it.
PKBM Dinner
If people thought it was some formal dinner, then you thought wrong because 10 of us who went for the perkhemahan had steamboat. I for one actually hate steamboat but I went because it wasn't a steamboat dinner with my family. Surprisingly, the guys were better cook than the girls. Well, now it doesn't seem so surprising since us girls were all tomboys and never took ERT. Our hot pots were much messier and disorganized than the guys'. It didn't take us long to cook, then eat but the guys spent the whole time cooking while eating. I don't get how men can eat so much. Still, it was fun. Cikgu Jessing was supposed to be around and if not, Cikgu Nazlin but fortunately they weren't around. Cuz we had a blast just being left alone there with no adults, unless if you can call Affieq- our "retired" PKBM leader -an adult. He only came to check on us and give the money which Cikgu Jessing is paying for the dinner.
Most of our food was meat and it took a while to cook 'em. I guess that's why most of our food was a little burnt. Still, we enjoyed it because we had each other to hang with. Hahaha! I remember that Hazel, Mohd Noor and Aziz laughed the most. It made everyone stare at us as if we were crazy drunks. Well at least we were crazy from the fun and food, not because of some alcohol. I guess I can say Mohd Noor and Hazel laughed like a pontianak while Aziz laughed like an old lady who hasn't laughed in years. Even their laugh made the rest of us laugh.
Most of our food was meat and it took a while to cook 'em. I guess that's why most of our food was a little burnt. Still, we enjoyed it because we had each other to hang with. Hahaha! I remember that Hazel, Mohd Noor and Aziz laughed the most. It made everyone stare at us as if we were crazy drunks. Well at least we were crazy from the fun and food, not because of some alcohol. I guess I can say Mohd Noor and Hazel laughed like a pontianak while Aziz laughed like an old lady who hasn't laughed in years. Even their laugh made the rest of us laugh.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Super Awesome Amazing Boyfriend
The week before I flew to Selangor with 9 other PKBM (U) members, I just found out how athletic and cool Harrison is. I never assumed him of being anything as energetic and free-spirited as the day I saw him on the field with a javelin and running on the track, coming out first. There was a training session for Sport's Day participants and some teachers asked him to help with the javelin. And he always came out best. He was just so amazing! It makes me wanna scream thinking about it, like I'm dating a super-celebrity. Only now I know he is the best Catcher in our school softball team and he has a natural talent for sports. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm always over-excited when it comes to this!
Coming to be more super amazing is when he got first place for the best kawad kaki individual and second for fastest in setting up camp in the male category during our national level PKBM (U) camp. Bonus awesomeness is when EVERYONE in the camp knew him for being the best squad leader. He became instantly popular. Just as he was popular in school. OHMYGOSH I have a super-awesome-amazing boyfriend!
But sometimes I feel so beneath his level...like I'm not worthy of him. In terms of family backgrounds, I feel like I will never be able be in the same class as he is even though he comes from a poor background. And in terms of social lives, I feel like he's as high as heaven and I'm as low into the Earth's core. I feel so unworthy to be in his girlfriend...)=
Coming to be more super amazing is when he got first place for the best kawad kaki individual and second for fastest in setting up camp in the male category during our national level PKBM (U) camp. Bonus awesomeness is when EVERYONE in the camp knew him for being the best squad leader. He became instantly popular. Just as he was popular in school. OHMYGOSH I have a super-awesome-amazing boyfriend!
But sometimes I feel so beneath his level...like I'm not worthy of him. In terms of family backgrounds, I feel like I will never be able be in the same class as he is even though he comes from a poor background. And in terms of social lives, I feel like he's as high as heaven and I'm as low into the Earth's core. I feel so unworthy to be in his girlfriend...)=
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Camp Out
Well, I haven't been able to blog about my life for almost a month. So the first thing I'm gonna blab about is my boring "military-based" camping trip to Gombak, Selangor. It's actually like a competition; how fast you set up a poncho, can you last a 2 kilometre run and can you read a map while leading several others through the jungle (palm tree jungle). It's really stressing me out that we have to participate in at least one of it and not to mention the compulsory kawad kaki. Worst is that this whole thing is national level and I'm still an amateur in everything.
I might say that the most difficult thing to do would be resisting the urge to meet my boyfriend, since he's coming to the camping trip as well. One more thing would be looking out for Arine since she's been having bad migraines and the need to vomit for the last two weeks. I'm really worried about her. Makes me think that she won't be able to handle the heat but yeah, she's still a tough gal. I'm the one who is soft-boned.
I might say that the most difficult thing to do would be resisting the urge to meet my boyfriend, since he's coming to the camping trip as well. One more thing would be looking out for Arine since she's been having bad migraines and the need to vomit for the last two weeks. I'm really worried about her. Makes me think that she won't be able to handle the heat but yeah, she's still a tough gal. I'm the one who is soft-boned.
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