~Me~

Been obsessed with books and writing since I was 8 years old. Then I lost it when I pursued writing in college. Now, I'm trying to find that drive again.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Puppy Love

Blissful love and blissful sorrow,
Creeps down the road of tomorrow,
Exchanging hands, exchanging rings,
Forever! the flower sings,
Ever so slowly the bond breaks,
Eventually, the heart aches.

Forget me so, forget me not,
Never wanted to tie the knot,
If never had and never will,
Then stay there and stay still,
Not a word, not an utter,
Your words make me shudder.

Chills and fears fill the air,
As it brings out your nightmares,
My aching breaking heart,
Is what caused it from the start,
Watching the moon in the night sky,
I wait for the Sun to rise high.

As my days begin anew,
I’ve already forgotten you,
For this is puppy love,
Not as true as true love.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Broken-Hearted

When I reached school, I sat where I always do and waited around for class to start. But I had a sudden feeling to look at the block across. My heart almost burst when I saw my crush there and I know I should be all happy and excited but I was actually burst into tears T_T Why? Because my friend said he's with someone now. I know I didn't see it with my own eyes but I wouldn't have broke a tear if he wasn't.


Taking Up Cheerleading


I may not be one of the most fit or flexible or even pretty girls in school but I am going to take up our school's first cheerleading club. I felt so pumped when I heard about it until I didn't have any spirits to go handball or even think about homework and the week felt really long because of the cheerleading club idea. For three straight days I talked about cheerleading ONLY! I thought my friends would get annoyed so I shut the cheerleading idea and that's how the week felt really, really, really long...
At first, it says cheerleading club which means that anyone can join and nobody gets turned down but the organizer said there'd be an audition for cheerleading. I was so shocked! Besides annoying my friends, the audition thing is why my spirits are down and the week felt long. If it was a club, it means that no one gets excluded but included. If thy want to make a squad, sure they could but not turn down anyone. Just like my handball club. I'm a member but not in the girls team. If there were someone who was injured during practice and there's not enough cheerleaders, then the other members would take their place. Totally makes sense.
Besides, the organizer did say anyone can join and benefits of joining are better dance skills, learn basic cheer move and an easy confidence boost. Another thing is that not every girl wants to join. I would know 'cos I asked around and they said they're not interested.
For this week, I've been doing some cheerleading training and watching cheer moves and chants online. Really helpful tips and moves by Expert Village. I've also been trying to make my own cheerleader diet and did some yoga for flexibility so i can be able to do splits, cartwheels and handstands.
Important: Cheerleading is a real sport.