~Me~

Been obsessed with books and writing since I was 8 years old. Then I lost it when I pursued writing in college. Now, I'm trying to find that drive again.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

What Now?

This is my first post and stuff happen, lots of it. I don't even know where to start.
All I can say now is that in three weeks, school will be over and I will move up to Form 3 next year. My birthday is coming up in those three weeks and I will be both doomed and miserable. Doomed 'cos there's always a family dinner on birthdays and my dad's gonna be around. FYI, I hate him like hell! Miserable 'cos school will already be over before I could hang with friends on my birthday. I wish I had those kind of friends.
If only a Halloween wish could last permanently. I sometimes believe in stuff like that even though I'm a Christian.  I also think that I'm kinda like an agnostic, a person that believes God exist and knows he's all powerful but doesn't have much faith in him. I'm human.
If I could have a wish from God, I would wish to reincarnate as human every time  I die. 'Cos I love being human. I live for balance. Heaven is too  perfect and Hell is too hell. I don't think I could sit still without having a little bit of the two.