Question: How could a freak in a bottle get friends?
Answer: Internet.
My answer, school. Yes, this freak was sent to school t be unfreaked.Well, it didn't work 'cos I'm proud of being a freak just as my friends are proud of being a tomboy and a lilmonster.
Not to offend my friends but it's one of those freaky and weird people that I like to be friends with that makes me even more a freak! That's why I'm always closer to those freaks.
Just so you know, freak is a compliment and normal is an insult. Freak is unique, normal is boring.
Real friends are always true to you and you always wanna be true to 'em. Real friends are always there for you and your always there for them. Real friends want you and you want them. Real friends stand up for you and you stand up for them. Real friends are willing to help and you're willing to help them. Real friends don't expect anything in return and so do you. Also, real friends are who you miss most 'till you cry and vice versa.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Closer To The End
School's almost over and it ain't a party. No school, no freedom. School is where we're away from parental figures. Teachers don't count 'cos they could be way cooler than your own parents.
The atmosphere is like 2012 when the date of year end is getting closer. I don't think I could survive home since I've been doing lots of stuff with friends. At home, it's all chores and nags and that kind of crap. At school, there's trouble-making, gossip, scandals, cases and fun. Western people might think school sucks but in the east we love it 'cos it's our only escape.
On the first few months of school everything is in order and boring but when it's closer to the end school is a disaster are. It don't matter if you bring your cell phones, video cams or whatever your not gonna get caught 'cos nobody cares. Just this week, like 10 people brought their guitars to school including me. But I was the only one with a skateboard.
Unfortunately, my skateboard was a bit busted up and one of my guitar strings snapped
Note-to-self: look after your stuff.
The atmosphere is like 2012 when the date of year end is getting closer. I don't think I could survive home since I've been doing lots of stuff with friends. At home, it's all chores and nags and that kind of crap. At school, there's trouble-making, gossip, scandals, cases and fun. Western people might think school sucks but in the east we love it 'cos it's our only escape.
On the first few months of school everything is in order and boring but when it's closer to the end school is a disaster are. It don't matter if you bring your cell phones, video cams or whatever your not gonna get caught 'cos nobody cares. Just this week, like 10 people brought their guitars to school including me. But I was the only one with a skateboard.
Unfortunately, my skateboard was a bit busted up and one of my guitar strings snapped
Note-to-self: look after your stuff.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Got Friends, Got...?
I am so frustrated! Sometimes stuck. This is all about some friends of mine, Jo and Tul. I'm not saying they're bad friends but are just so into themselves.
Ever since they were cast out of "the gang" they talk about the same thing over and over. Jo's against LAH and Tul's against FaBoy. These pairs used to be the best of friends until some certain people got in the way and a friend is not always a friend.
Jo and Tul has a lot to say about the pain and backstabbing they have felt. LAH tried to ruin Jo's relationships, told outrageous lies and bragged about stuff she doesn't have. FaBoy just have too many ego in his pants and is just too oblivious 'bout himself. I had to agree about it. I mean, it's all true and lot's of people would've said the same.
My role in all of this is nothing. I'm partly with "the gang" but full on with Jo and Tul. They just don't give much about me 'cos I totally have no connection about their problem.
I hate being different but that's what I do and what I am.
Ever since they were cast out of "the gang" they talk about the same thing over and over. Jo's against LAH and Tul's against FaBoy. These pairs used to be the best of friends until some certain people got in the way and a friend is not always a friend.
Jo and Tul has a lot to say about the pain and backstabbing they have felt. LAH tried to ruin Jo's relationships, told outrageous lies and bragged about stuff she doesn't have. FaBoy just have too many ego in his pants and is just too oblivious 'bout himself. I had to agree about it. I mean, it's all true and lot's of people would've said the same.
My role in all of this is nothing. I'm partly with "the gang" but full on with Jo and Tul. They just don't give much about me 'cos I totally have no connection about their problem.
I hate being different but that's what I do and what I am.
Last of It
Well, today's the last day of my semester test. After that, nothing. No learning, no studying and in the end, no school.
It's hard to believe I said this, I'm gonna miss school. Hanging with friends, no parents to nag at you, some trouble to make and all that. Two weeks and two days left for all of it.
When trying to meet friends out of school, it's really hard. 3/4 of them can't go out 'cos of parents and are scared of going out. School is the only way I could meet those friends. 1/4 just have other friends and yeah, not a lot of people like me. Some are friends with me only 'cos I think they pity me.
I feel pathetic.
At least, I could spend the year-end break doing my own stuff. Guitar, sketch, skateboard and dance. As for friends, I'm taking the same dance class with one of my friends so I won't be totally alone.
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