Overtime Lovey Dovey

It's not really a first time I've missed the bus but it is a first that I missed it because I waited for a boyfriend =P Though, I didn't mind 'cos he also missed his bus and we could walk back home together.  It was totally fun talking to him on my home even though he said he was really tired. Luckily, I got him to take a rest at a bus stop for a few minutes. Any longer and he would've passed out by the side walk. The bus stop was right in front of my street so I was a little bit moody 'cos I know he'll ask which way I'll use to get home. So when we got up and crossed the road I kept quiet and just led him to our usual 'dating' spot. I was so relieved that we decided to not go home yet. It was fun spending the longest 2 hours of our lives just sitting with each other.
The first hour and a half, we just sat there talking. We mostly talked about ourselves, what were gonna do later and after our big exams, what we like and what we did in school. And suddenly, we just kissed for what seem to be the longest half hour kiss. A little too much info; our tongues mostly moved inside our mouths. And while we kissed he would sometimes stroke my hair or my shoulder or even just hold around my waist. I even pulled his tie just so he would get closer to me and tried to unbutton his shirt but I didn't.
Despite of what we always do, he's still considerate enough to stop what we do. Harrison can be said as the good and bad kind of boyfriend.

GaGa shoot

OMG! I went to hitz.fm a few days ago and saw that hitz.fm and Universal Music is gonna give an all expense paid trip to party it out with Lady Gaga at a secret location. All we gotta do is take a pic with her Born This Way album and come up with a cool slogan to match. God, I want it and so does Lorenzo and Arine.
I totally have a visual of how I want the pic taken. Lorenzo inspired me with the motorcycle from the Judas music vid and the idea of the other Lady Gaga styles from previous albums. What I envision, one of us in The Fame style, another in The Fame Monster and the other in the Born This Way style. We'll just pose in front of the motorcycle in any horrificly Gaga way. I did think that maybe one of us was holding a cigarette and puffing on it but we don't smoke.
If someone asked where to get the motorcycle, well my dad has one but it doesn't run. I guess we could do the shoot but we don't have any outrageous costumes like Lady Gaga. =(

Mommy "Dearest"

Hate it so much! Why can't my mom  just relax and not care about anything for once in her old life. I mean, she's always so annoyed and irritated but because of herself. It's as if she's purposely stressed herself even when she doesn't like it. No human would do that unless if they're a total moron.
Everyday is just the same crazy maniac I don't really remember when or even believe my mom has ever acted like normal mom - or at least cool moms, anyway.
Whenever the house is a little messy, she'd start freaking out as if it's 2012 and gets mad at us about it. I don't understand why she couldn't just ignore it. I mean, she's not the one who cleans the mess, I am! Typical middle child to be the little 'housemaid'.
But seriously, I'm mad at my mom now because she caught me with G, twice! Talk about awkward and embarrassing, even if she did just saw us from afar. And she got mad at me because my dog got loose and accused me of prioritising him more than anything else. What's worse is that she said 'why don't you pack your stuff and live with him'. I feel hated already!
Ever since I was a kid I had a vision that probably by the age of 16, I'll get kicked out out of my house. Now, that vision seem to be becoming real.

Date in The Rain

I didn't really plan it but Harrison really wanted to see me so I told him to meet me at a field half an hour before I'm suppose to meet my friend. We kinda sat by the field and did and said nothing since we haven't see each other for a whole week and I had a mild flu. Then my friend came with nothing but a cigarette but she left after a little while to give us some privacy and I was grateful 'cos G can't stand cigarette smoke - health issues.

Still at the same place, we sat there for an hour without talking and emotionally "fighting" - referring to the situation in my post Ice-cream SOS. Finally we got over it when he explained that his dad didn't like that we were ALWAYS seeing each other, which we did. I was so relieved and apologised. Soon after that, it started raining. We started making our way to the park but stopped halfway underneath a tree. When it got heavier we ran to a bus stop in front of a school which was worse because we wasted the hours in the cold pouring rain.
When the rain settled a little, we again walked to the park and stopped at the playgrounds when it started to rain heavily again. All I can say is that I was mostly in the cold rain and we kissed a lot every time we stared into each others eyes or lean into each others face and there are some part where he would hold. :P

Ice-cream SOS

Yikes! I can't believe this! I'm overreacting and acting all depressed over a guy like all those weepy girls-in-love that I so hate.
I am eating ice-cream while depressing over my guy just because he didn't reply any of my messages. Well, I didn't really reply any of his messages but I had a good reason to do so. Yesterday he told me that we should act as if we don't know each other. I was like 'WHAT THE HELL?!' and he told me his dad didn't like that we were dating. C'mon man, the other you just said your dad was okay with the two of us this way! WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! I hate people who lie to me about the littlest things.
I feel like I wanna beat him senseless...'till his gut bleeds anyway. Just after he told me that, I was only playin' when I told him I'd have him stay overnight at my house and he thought it was real. Well, I just played along to make him happy but I felt wrong and guilty. I didn't text him after that.