Alejandro

Before this, I used to have a crush on a guy I'd like to call Alejandro. The first time I saw him is when I was still a pengawas in Form 2 looking out for Block B and he was walking down the stairs with his shirt off, but has a singlet on - showing his hot muscles! I always drooled over those big, hot muscles and cute curly hair, even my friend did.

I once felt that he was fooling with my feelings when he always chats with me on Facebook and then just stops all the sudden. But, yeah, he was a playboy and that's how they are.

So now, I'm not really friends with him but we talked a little when PKBM held a camping program at school. I felt giddy inside when I'm near him but when I ALWAYS see him, I felt normal. No panicking, no overreacting, no anything, since I've gotten used to seeing him around. Although I still giggle inside when I see him smiling, laughing, talking to me and, even better, shirtless on a REALLY hot day.

Compared to other guys, he takes his shirt off the most. I don't know if it's also for showing off. Suddenly, I don't see him as just hot and sexy but he's also kinda nice and sweet and he has that cute face he makes when he looks upset. He pursed his lower lip making his chin stick out and his sharp stare only makes his eyelashes look longer. Aww....its soooooo cute! 

Big Black Boots

Yesterday, I saw the most gorgeous pair of boots ever! They were mid-length, no heel, two buckles and a side zip topped with laces. It looked almost like this but, yeah,with the buckles and a bit more bulky. I only wanted it 'cos it goes with the whole goth and emo look.
Sadly, I didn't get 'em 'cos my mom and sis wouldn't let me. Instead, I got a pair of black flip flops. At least they have skulls on them that reminds me of the boots.

This Sunday

My usual Sunday would be late morning wake ups and a nagging mom at my ear. Then, I get to church but in Sunday school 'cos this week the teens group are practising for the Easter Drama. I would say another day that sucks...
But this particular Sunday, I'm going through all that and off to Tun Jugah right after Sunday school. Ditching my mom and siblings, watching Battle of the Bands with - if they could come - Charlotte and Natasha. I absolutely wanna know what this battle of the bands thing is ços maybe I would wanna join one. 'Sides, I've never been to stuff like that so I want to have at least one experience in my teenage life. But honestly, I'm going because I heard my crush is in a band and they're competing. Plus, I hear he is quite a guitarist and word is he plays as good as Slash.
Really want to see it! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Omgee...!

Ever since Haizatul moved to Marudi, near Brunei, she's been texting me about how everything is there. Mostly I hear her saying there about the totally HOT and cute guys there who also have pretty cool names like Laurent, Johanness, Selastin and Ireanus. Not common names here yet it sound so European. 
Haizatul's seen Laurent's sexy bod but the dudes taken by a pretty girl. One thing she told me is that Laurent asked if she wants to have sex with him BUT he was just joking, testing if she knows how to speak chinese. Thank God! Oh yeah, she even said Laurent made out with his girlfriend in their class, right in their faces. Wow, I know my school has students like that but we rarely see 'em live like Haizatul!
One conflict she's got is that she's crushing on two kinds of guys; Selastin and Ireanus; both best friends. She's been asking who does she have to pick if both guys asked her to be their girlfriend. Well, I don't know them so it's really up to her yet she's confused 'cuz Selastin bugs her a lot but is really nice and close to her, too and Ireanus is a patient and friendly guy who makes people laugh. If only there was a third choice who has both qualities. Though, it's best not to wait for a third one 'cuz no.1 it takes too long and no.2 too much options makes it harder to choose.
Haizatul did ask me if a guy challenged me to take a candy out of his mouth, would I do it? Well, if that guy is my boyfriend or a HOT who's trying to hit on me, yes, I would. If not, no way...I wonder what anyone else would do?