Early Birthday Gift

I'm actually blogging this at my school computer. I get to use the Internet early for finishing up early.
This morning I had a teddy bear given to me as my early birthday present since my birthday is during the school holiday. FYI, it's not from some romantic admirer. It's from Haizaitul. It's kinda nice that at least one person remembers my birthday. I usually don't get anything - not even last year.
=D She said the gift was doll that looked like me but it was a teddy bear dressed as a lady bug. Come to think of it, I like teddy bear and lady bugs.

On-Again-Off-Again Relationship

Me: What's a girl to do when she's stuck in a bottomless pit of a recurring relationship?
Mind: ...I don't know...
Heart: First, do you love him? And does he love you?
Conscience: (missing)

Drake and Josh's hug shout ;D

Better than Bieber

Daydreams: The Magic After Reading

Cruel Evil Joy

My euphoria didn't last until today but it was satisfying.
I had news from Amy about Harrison four days ago. I didn't want to hear about him at all because I just want to get over the thoughts of him. But, I perked up when Amy mentioned about his failed relationships after me. I was like "OH YEEAAAHHHH!!!!", then let out a long sigh. I was filled wit cruel happiness and relief at the same time. Cruel happy because the bad side of me was happy that his relationships after me didn't last long and weren't based on genuine feelings. Relief because the grief and depression weighing on my shoulders were finally lifted knowing that he couldn't have his perfect relationship.
*being evil*
I heard the girl he dated after me made him a scandal. She was actually dating someone else (someone Harrison knew) before she dated him. I think she got tired of him so she broke up with him without him or the other guy knowing about the scandal. *MHHUUUAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

Stuff I want to do before I die

It's sounds silly to write such a title but I guess everybody has such list of things to do before they die. Mine seems almost impossible and outrageous, but then I'm blogging this for fun.

1. Join the Miss Malaysia Universe Beauty Pageant (or any beauty pageant, really)
2. Travel around Europe (especially to Italy and Vienna, Austria)
3. Write my own version of a vampire novel
4. Write a teen romance novel based on my own experience
5. Compose a song
6. Own a grand piano (or a baby grand piano, at least)
7. Learn to play the cello
8. Adopt a child
9. Act in a theater drama
10. Have all the series of my favorite books
11. Own a hippie van
12. Own a lot of Gothic dresses
13. Take up archery
14. Go on a cruise
15. Experience true love that never dies