Exhausted!

I..was..so..exhausted earlier today. It may not have been the worst cramps and exhaustion that I've ever experienced but it was...I don't know. I haven't felt that since July last year.
Why was I exhausted and cramping? Well, during Valentine's Day my plan was to give him a special gift even though I haven't had the slightest clue what to give to him. Sadly, it rained heavily for two days. But not today. Today, I had everything ready and a plan in my head; how to get there, what time was suitable and what not. I was so ecstatic! Even though I wasn't giving it to him face-to-face. My heart was pumping so hard and my confidence sky-rocketing into space.
However, the effort was all in vain. Why? Because there was someone in front of his house and I didn't want anyone seeing me there. Ugh..I feel so disappointed! I've been meaning to do something really nice for him and I blew the one chance I got.
Ermm, tomorrow is going to be a month he and I are broken up. Hehh..I didn't realise it has only been a month. I thought by now it should've been August. Bodoe..